Day -2

Wahoo! We made it through our last day of chemo. Bridger broke out with the rash again. This time it was mostly on his arms and legs. Today he watched cartoons and laid in bed for majority of the day. He threw up once around 8 and has started a slight cough. I am a little stressed about the cough. But we will count our blessings thus far and hope for the best to come.

For some comic relief
During our last hospital stay my dear Relief Society sisters put together a bag with some goodies, books, my now favorite Jamie’s, and a Hymn book (Hymns of the church of Jesus Christ of Later Day Saints) and much more. The Hymn book is one thing that calmed me down and helped me feel peace during that awful time. I would softly sing or hum the songs to Bridger while he was unconscious. So it was one of the first things on the packing list for this visit. Last night after Blake left and Bridger was almost asleep. I got out Hymns and stared to sing. I sang for several minutes pausing whenever a nurse came in. (I do not sing in public, and I hardly sing next to Blake at church I won’t even sing in he car in case some one some how could hear me) While I was thoroughly enjoying the songs trying to memorize some that I didn’t know. I looked down beside me at Bridger thinking I would find a peaceful sleeping boy. In stead he was on his left side turned away form me. And with the palm of his hand he had folded over his right ear and was mashing it down. I don’t know how long his little arm had been holding it there. I began to laugh and said to you want me to stop? He slightly shook his head yes. I guess I will try humming next time, and add the unconscious to my do not sing in front of list.