Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Day 12

All of Bridgers blood levels stayed the same today. He ran a slight fever at 100.1 they aren’t too concerned about it though. He seemed to have another good day. We played most of the day yet I was kind of down. Maybe it is due to the lack of sleep from the constant beeping of the med pumps last night? (Some nurses are more prompt to shut them off before the alarms sound than others last night was one of “the others”) After feeling sad and home sick I got a pit in my stomach while having a terrible mom moment, thinking I’m not even the one sick, I shouldn’t be so selfish. This is much harder for him than it is me I shouldn’t be having a poor me day. Maybe after living in a hospital room for 24 days anyone could be entitled to at least one home sick, self pity day? Bridger still kept me smiling though; he is such a happy and funny boy. I don’t remember if I mentioned that every Tuesday the cutest elderly volunteer couple brings the FUN cart by. The Fun cart has lots of different toys to choose from. Today Bridger chose another paddle ball, two small jet planes, and the coolest blue with green triangle sun glasses you ever did see. He looks so cool in them. It was kind of dark and cloudy out side so I suggested we could turn on the bright exam lights that are directly over his bed to test out the glasses. He promptly turned them on, climbed up on his bed and lay out as if he was at the beach with his brand new glasses. It was so darn cute. I just can’t get enough of him. We got a patient greeting today from a friend, it was so fun. If you are feeling the need to send Bridger something this is a great thing. You go to www.texaschildrens.org , on the right side of the screen under Quick Links you click on Send a Patient Greeting. You choose a graphic and type a message and they print it out and deliver it to our room.
Looking so cool!


We have played for hours the last two days with his new erector construction set. He Loves it! (Thank you K & G, T.)

This him playing NURF Wii it is way fun I even like it.

5 comments:

  1. I love the pict of him 'at the beach'...too cute! Hope it continues to go well, Jana. You are in my thoughts!

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  2. My boys are way jealous of the nerf wii game. They would like nothing more than to spend the day checking out Bridger's wii games! And yes, you are allowed to have a "poor me" moment now and then. It is a different kind of hard that you are going through as a mom. I think you are amazing! One of the most selfless people I know. I think if I were you, I would schedule another massage this weekend!

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  3. Janalee- don't feel bad one bit if you have a "sad" day. This is WAY hard on you also- but in a different way. I can't even imagine as a mother going through what you are going through. Having to watch my child go through it all. Hang in there. You are amazing!

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  4. You can have as many "poor me" days as you want! It's like taking a day off work for a "mental health day." Sometimes you just need to do it every now and then. And yes. 24 days in a hospital will do it! :)
    Bridger looks G-L-A-M-O-R-O-U-S in those glasses. Woo hoo!

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  5. Way to use your resources. You've become extreemly creative there Sis!

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